Damn. This sucks.

One of the crappiest feelings you can deal with is when you like someone and you have a friendship with the person but you know deep down that you gotta let it go. You know it's not good for you and you know it's not ever going to give you what you want or need. It's a dead-end that makes you upset each time you think about it.

In the words of Mary J.: If your word is all you have then you ain't worth a damn thing.